User:Kottoncoma

No real credentials, a common seeker of truth and learning. May have a slight chip on my shoulder from being miseducated, lied to by the media, told what to think say and do and that an elite sect has a hidden agenda based on wealth and birthright associations. I favor individualism and the more I know the more I realize people prefer not to know. I always felt that I was rebelling against the establishment and maybe society, but in my mid forties(although I feel like 30) until now, I could never get a pulse on why I never wanted to play in this fictionalized facade. I think I blamed my parents, because they were supposed to be all knowing. Now that I see things differently, I see they were clueless themselves. I can greatly thank them for one thing: employing me with the desire and ability to question what I am told and the ability to think on my own. I guess I am here to learn from those who know more than I do. I am a sponge absorbing everything and trying to piece it all together. It seems that at some level, everything is interconnected in a hauntingly relevant picture. Deconstruction comes to mind. I am seeing that substance abuse was a method of not being able to deal with life or understand why things are the way they are or how we even arrived here. And then here again come those pestering, obvious and over the top lies again...why lie? Yeah, at the root of it all its the lies.